### The Pain of an Impossible Love is Heavy
Those who fall in love and cannot attain it or face adversities know well: in a hopeless love, the heart speaks differently, and the feelings differently. It feels very sad and brings sorrow to a person...
Her gaze brightened my eyes, yet I was the only one experiencing that feeling. I hoped that fate would smile upon me. At first, I was hopeful; it seemed like it could happen. I felt good, better than I had ever felt before. Perhaps my life would improve.
Love is such a thing that, regardless of its nature, when it happens, it happens. Can one command their heart? No, we cannot.
Perhaps it wasn't impossible, but love is something that teaches one well, imparting valuable experiences. For example, the most important lesson I learned was to seize the opportunities I had. I gained this experience, but it took a lot from me, affecting my life and giving me hopelessness. Before sleeping, I would think, and her last glance would never leave my mind. Tomorrow came, and I became ordinary to her... I didn't quickly fall for this feeling, even if she didn't give me hope, I thought she did...
I was naive and easily attached. I feel like shouting 'no' from the top of a mountain. It can't be; it shouldn't have been like this...
I was in pain, and it continues to hurt. But what if it had happened?
Wouldn't it have blossomed? Wouldn't flowers and bright, shining stars light up my world? It would have been so beautiful. But now, I've become my old self again, quiet once more. I learned how one person can change another. I was in pain; I don't know if it will pass, but it has definitely left a mark on me...
